hey this is my first post in awhile

so yea

am i reali that worthless?

did i reali do nothing?

what am i?

who am i?

ive been backsliding lately
feeling so lousy

GOD HELP ME
IM SO WEAK
MEND NOW MY BROKEN WINGS
SO I CAN SOAR WHITIN UR POWER AND GRACE

I DESERVE YOUR WRATH
FOR I A SINNER
HAS SINNED FAR MORE THAN OTHERS
O HOW COULD I NUMB THIS FEELING
OF BEING SO FAR AWAY FROM YOU

I WANA BE STRONG ONCE AGAIN
GIVE ME THE FIRST LOVE
THE FIRST HUNGER
THAT I ONCE HAD
FOR I THIRST FOR YOU

I SEEK SOMETHING TO FILL THE GAP
OF THE EMPTINESS OF MY HEART
HEAR MY CRY O LORD
HEAR MY PRAYER

I DONT WANA FALL ANYMORE
I DUN WANA BE COVERED IN DIRT
PICK ME AND CLEAN ME
WASH ME OVER

IM READY FOR THE PUNISHMENT I DESERVE
BUT LORD JUST BRING ME HOME TO YOU
FOR I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU ANYMORE
PLEASE
HEAR MY CRY

FOR I AM AN EAGLE WITH BROKEN WINGS


GOD i ask of you to help me.
forgive me.
AMEN