hey this is my first post in awhile

so yea

am i reali that worthless?

did i reali do nothing?

what am i?

who am i?

ive been backsliding lately
feeling so lousy

GOD HELP ME
IM SO WEAK
MEND NOW MY BROKEN WINGS
SO I CAN SOAR WHITIN UR POWER AND GRACE

I DESERVE YOUR WRATH
FOR I A SINNER
HAS SINNED FAR MORE THAN OTHERS
O HOW COULD I NUMB THIS FEELING
OF BEING SO FAR AWAY FROM YOU

I WANA BE STRONG ONCE AGAIN
GIVE ME THE FIRST LOVE
THE FIRST HUNGER
THAT I ONCE HAD
FOR I THIRST FOR YOU

I SEEK SOMETHING TO FILL THE GAP
OF THE EMPTINESS OF MY HEART
HEAR MY CRY O LORD
HEAR MY PRAYER

I DONT WANA FALL ANYMORE
I DUN WANA BE COVERED IN DIRT
PICK ME AND CLEAN ME
WASH ME OVER

IM READY FOR THE PUNISHMENT I DESERVE
BUT LORD JUST BRING ME HOME TO YOU
FOR I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU ANYMORE
PLEASE
HEAR MY CRY

FOR I AM AN EAGLE WITH BROKEN WINGS


GOD i ask of you to help me.
forgive me.
AMEN

What we all been wating for FOOD!!

GRANDPA haha

polka dot!!! wheeeeeeeee

Speechless sis asked me to

O.o poser sial (Failed)

ROAR!!!!!

woops the laptop got into the pic

SHORTY SIS! the one and only ANGELINE!

(Angeline here insists that she isn't short.)

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL

i cant forget wat you said
was the statement true?
or was it just a lie to throw me away?
i cannot take it
how long can i last summore?
putting a fake face
as time goes by
showing a stupid figure
that isnt me
that is a fake.
help me
tell me the truth
i am weak
falling
falling
onto my knees
i need you
i need you
im falling
falling
for
You

hapi cny?
well i dun think its for me
since the past 2 weeks ive been reciving misfortune
anyway for u all out there hapi cny
well just duno wat to do now
some say move on
some say to stay and continue
but what do i reali want?
sigh.
hurt my toe tht day
cycling and my slipper snapped
my toe scraped on the road and wala
its a blueblack, swell plus blood toe
haha
anyway lets see wether my ang pau can change the day
....
Cant forget about you
Cant forget bout the thing that happened
all i can say is
................................

LZ update la zzzzzzzzzz hui xian ask me update -.-

anyway shaved head d

no pic la haha just imagine me wif no hair xD

haha

sien workin anyway this holz

so wun be reali updating hehe

byabye

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out
Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out
Chorus 2x
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out

sien la dunno wat to update bout
sosososo
anyway guess wat im still alive!!!!!!!!!
i ate this mentos yougurt bottle and the next day i recived an sms sayin mentos yougurt is infected by the china milk scandle
lol so im alive thk god
speaking of cats hav 9 lives thing
i think humans hav them too
well i almost died 5 times and this makes the 6th!~

Y IS EVERYONE SAYIN THAT I AM EMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SWTSWTSWTSWT

anyway just a post

you know folks u really should love ppl around you eventho u hate them
so many times we often look at their flaws
and no time to look at their strengths
and just imagine if one day a person you hav been avoiding dies or is goin to die
what will u feel?
sometimes we always need to look at the persons strengths
No one is perfect
and no one has the right not to be loved
and love doesnt only mean bf gf okay
even the slightest friendship there is love
towards family
towards parents
many times people want to make friends with the IN people only
and reject the others
why is that?
arent we the same?
its just that we are brought up in diffrent places
diffrent time
diffrent responsibility
diffrent figure
diffrent life
and a diffrent understanding

So start loving today before its too late

lol anyway thts yuyu and me
lol

just relised i am blur o.o see my pic

yo ppl how are ya
sry 4 not updating much
haha
anyway here is a question for you allto ask urself
how long can u stand in persecution?
honestly i dunno
cause some time i emo
and others im ok
but im doin well with help of few friends TQ
anyway regarding me
life has been hard
and i doupt any of u deny that
we face alot of problems
alot of misunderstanding
alot of shame
there are happy times tho
but that was me last time
now im changed
due to a cirtain someont,thing or anything you classify it as
that came into my heart and made me glad
now life doesnt relly matter anymore
once you know
that there is another waiting right after this
a life of enternity

soooo how much is too much dudes and dudedets haha
i had nothin to do la durin the holz so came up with this research
go read it urself http://www.chasingthefrog.com/reelfaces/emilyrose.php
lol
thx alot LT for helpin me ans my questions.... anyway here is a story 4 u




Don't give up.....

One day I decided to quit...I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality... I wanted to quit my life. I went to the woods to have one last talk with God. 'God', I asked, 'Can you give me one good reason not to quit?' His answer surprised me... 'Look around', He said. 'Do you see the fern and the bamboo?' 'Yes', I replied. 'When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I t ook very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. He said. 'In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit. In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit.' He said.'Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant...But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive. I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle.' He asked me. 'Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots'. 'I would not quit on the bamboo. I will never quit on you.' 'Don't compare yourself to others.' He said. 'The bamboo had a different Purpose than the fern. Yet they both make the forest beautiful.' 'Your time will come', God said to me. 'You will rise high' 'How high should I rise?' I asked. 'How high will the bamboo rise?' He asked in return.'As high as it can?' I questioned. 'Yes.' He said, 'Give me glory by rising as high as you can.' I left the forest and brought back this story. I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you. Never, Never, Never Give up. For the Prayer is not an option but an opportunity.Don't tell the Lord how big the problem is, tell the problem how Great the Lord is!

Heavens door open this morning, God asked me... 'My CHILD, what can I do for you?'And I said, 'Daddy, please protect and bless the one reading this message.' God smiled and answered, 'Request granted.'

to the desperate ps who wan my rejection post lol
erm just say i dun waqn put up cause some ppl will misunderstand and emo
lol so hows life fellows btw drop ur links at my tagboard for me to link u all
haha
so speaking of this blog
this blog will soon be a debating blog
it will change with the next post
lol i will sound out all my hard research and faqs
kk?

woot 2day i goin futsal lol
soooooooo how was ur holz ppl???
im bored!!!!!!!!!!
anyway nxt week no cf ya
to all my fellow cf-ians

woot 2day i goin futsal lol
soooooooo how was ur holz ppl???
im bored!!!!!!!!!!
anyway nxt week no cf ya
to all my fellow cf-ians

haha sien HAPPY HOLIDAYS
lol
so just wat i did 2day>??
slp till 3
then go out lor
haha
so i am bored la
suppose to go summit 2moro but cannot T.T
so unlucky
anyway those who i go ENjoy urself ya

lalala so fun haha thx pei szan for helpin me
sosososososososososososo
holidays are comin
to all PMR ppl Good luck and god bless
and THERE IS CF TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey reedited my blog
taught my previous one was emo lol
no more EMO for now
cause im new !!!!!!!!!!!!